Thursday, March 31, 2011

My dear , in fact, you do not know my heart

 My dear, in fact you do not understand my heart looked at questions over and over again, over and over again listening to the song, line by line Qinglei, waves of pain. Emergence of past scenes before my eyes: then you are in their prime, although implicated by their parents were forced to go to the countryside, from the talent that comes out of your body, so that each temperament contact with the person you can feel your passion and your talent. Surging forward from your body's arrogant, but let you look more like a stray Lone Wild Goose. You are the kind of solitude, is so different. Each day back after dinner to invisible, and for a long time people get used to it. But I know where he is. But I love Pathwalker
, when you do not know how my heart do not know my love, ah! time I just graduated from high school, is idling at home, young flying, but lonely days. Stumbled on a big sunflower garden, there are a high slope, you can Yuanwang sunset, overlooking the sunrise. So the evening went to where nothing loved to watch the sunset, watching the setting sun, failed to express my feelings, I play tough time. (That time, it is the peak time oh matchmaker site. Ha ha) I soon found you there: sometimes mutter prayers, sometimes squat what was written. Also smile, have passion, but it is one more full of melancholy, depression, desolate look. I read much of the products you quietly, quietly quietly inquire of you, after nearly two months old, can no longer resist the enthusiasm of my heart, to me you can no longer resist gravity.
I let all the reserved woman, women put aside all the shy, bold meet you walked past. We soon fell in love. How can you resist that time had a love you, understand you, gentle, beautiful, smart, bold pursuit of wisdom, My Fair Lady it? Soon we can not do without each other.
at that time, we dearly, warm, but also love the pain, persistent. We are against all odds, despite all integrated together. Impoverished and meet our life, our days of happiness and sweet. At that time the most romantic thing we take a walk after dinner to have witnessed the garden we love the high slope of the plot, along with facing the moon, counting the stars, saying sweet words, Imagine our bright future. And call it a day on the way home every night, but it is my happiest, happiest, most moving moments. Regardless of the body you always tired, I Takahashi carrying not help the way I go home, go. While walking to tell me all kinds of stories: things of your childhood, you listen to anecdotal look at more of a say you love fairy tales are compiled. No one giggled but I'm not unstoppable tears wet your clothes, and you always thought it was due to sweat and to me sorry.
dear, when in fact you do not understand my heart, ah! Feeling like every time I do go back to the bride in the back ah! The most laid-back home after the most fun you do is watch me busy figure in the ground, sipping my brew of jasmine tea for you, quietly reading your favorite book. For love's sake, so I was a good cook, I can in a very short time things will come up with a variety of simple shapes, give them bright colors, different kinds of wonderful taste Stir come. Looked at his eyes light up every time, shining like a child-like excitement, subsequently appetites the way, I always beyond the control of his eyes while wet. The heart which is like drinking sweet honey general. Honey, that time, you always laugh at me like a little fool, you know me, is not it? Although we do not have children then, but this did not prevent the maintenance of our love, we dearly, we love warm, as in the days of first marriage.
But soon my heart was With the change in the political life of parents, husband, looking around happily all the educated youth leave home. Ups and downs of my heart be also. The husband occasionally see a lonely sorrow written on the face. I am hurt and blame that moment, I told myself more than once in the heart: let him free to fly ... ... But each time the results were die a natural death, you are too precious to me. You can see happiness and contentment and look a bit lonely, each time I want to burn a happy sad. Honey, when you do not understand why my heart?
Since when, you start to look at me with strange eyes? Since when, you gradually do not know me? The process is long and difficult. I untracked in the implementation process step by step, slowly you believe that I'm disappointed, yes, The next day, I become more and more selfish, callous, vulgar and unreasonable. My dear, then why can not you understand me more than some? That call it a day back, you routinely have to carry me on the shoulder and tell the story to me, and can not walk two steps, I jumped down, shouting and pointing at you: There are a lot of five people in the village, which is not into motorcycles, motor out, you have the ability to ride a motorcycle with my, ah, you do not know your back slightly every time I'm very hard to accept it? ... ... ... ... not go forward, and I headed out into the vast night, being, any tears splash, either heart blood.
night I got home late, you have to do a meal, I failed to find, been waiting for me. I did not have two variables and poured me a second war: was a knife in general, I can not stand, a handful of the dishes I have a line and the ground, and then meet you with a provocative look surprised and hurt the eyes, look at your fist, release and grip, grip and release, and then silently turned to clean up the debris on the ground broken butterfly bowl, my body trembling in uncontrollable, almost to tell the truth will come. Disappearing past the warmth of yesteryear are no longer romantic.
can see you're very worried, see you're still thinking about yesterday, we should strive to create happiness, can not as a general confusion because of my frustration and gave up. But you still insist on not walking, still be with me without complaint. I am a little anxious. I gradually became slovenly, ignore housework: I started to learn to speak loud, foul language and curse; for the little things I like in a big way like a bitch squalling, I began to blend into the folks I have always hated the mahjong share entertainment . Facing the villagers were surprised eyes to gradually accept my conversion, my heart how to bear the pain in suffering. Dearest, you have to use once I was following my wondering eyes, look at me, explore me ... ... to force you to leave, I hesitate to sacrifice himself in the hearts of the villagers gentle, pleasant, smart, beautiful, unique image. And let you see my gentle affectionate, loving romantic, elegant and dignified image came crashing down in your heart, my heart was torn to pieces for a prosthetic in the ... ... most dear, then why do not you understand my heart? But you still do not go, and I vowed to spend old age. I was really anxious, ah! At that time I know you are studying a project to study the results will allow us to benefit people throughout the village, will soon be a paragraph. But I know you as in the wider world in the ah. The next day, I learned and the folks over philandering, more vulgar, so to see you folks later the eyes are also strange: there is sympathy, there are sorry, there are regrets, there are gloating ... ... At that time I spent living in a false atmosphere, how many times I have to Tingbu Zhu, is a thought in the wearer insisted on me: to learn to let go. I only used one of the most significant of the crackdown.
After I designed a dark and stormy day in a month, I told me to my village with a long swallow down an invitation to small fry. Still failed to be implemented in the time, in a timely manner so that you see your life can not forgive my scene. You no longer tolerate a slap finally over, this slap in the face completely broke your heart dream residue, but also completely broke our marriage. That moment, my heart almost big pain, dizziness, looking at you face distorted with pain, over and over in my heart for you to shout: ... ... this is awkward acting, this is my acting, ah! ... ... General, I seriously ill. When fully recovered, with more folks looked at me strange look. I later learned, go back, you good fortune, your research project and was widely adopted in large scale, so that more of the region to benefit more people, your future is great ... ... the darkness, there is always a pair of eyes staring at the most distant of the sinking of the brightest stars were: That is my look of love in the look at you; stillness, there is always a voice in prayer: Always peace, happiness, happy, happy. 've Always heard a voice is singing:

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